14 December 2010

I figured I'd spill my lovey dovey feelings on here, since nobody reads this anymore, and I'm dying to get this out.

But nope. I'm not falling again. There's no way.
I don't think about you more than anything else in this world.
I don't always want your arms wrapped around me.
I don't love the way you kiss me.
I don't like the feeling of your fingers wrapped with mine.
Thinking about you never makes me giggle like a fool,
and talking to you doesn't make me smile like an idiot.
I totally can focus on everything, because you're never on my mind.
I don't miss you every second of the day.
I'm perfectly fine with not seeing you for long periods at a time.
Your laugh isn't the cutest melody that's ever been played through my ears.
Your voice isn't the sweetest sound I've ever heard.
I don't like running my fingers through your hair.
Looking into your eyes doesn't give me a fluttery-butterly feeling in my gut.
Your eyes aren't the most gorgeous shade of brown I've ever looked into.
Not every song reminds me of you,
I can't stand the way your jaw pops...
Your smile isn't the greatest one I've ever seen.
and I don't wish you were here right now.
because I only like you a little bit. And you aren't my everything right now.
We're nothing more than a phase, because nothing ever lasts.
Love isn't real. And neither is the way you make me feel.

And everything I just said was a complete and total lie.
I like everything about you. I love everything about you.
I am falling for you. And I'm falling hard.

I don't mean to sound crazy, or creepy if you will.
I just wish that you feel the same way about me too.
And it scares me to know that you can read this, just in case you don't. And the chances of you reading this are slim to none. I just had to get this out, so hopefully this blog isn't as popular as it used to be.

I just kind of like you. That's all.