31 May 2010

Judgemental.

I find it so amusing that people can so easily point their dirty fingers at you before realizing that it's such a hypocritical action of their own. Or the fact that their definition of a word can be so completely opposite of yours, but they're too close-minded to realize it, and keep their mouths & worthless opinions shut. They waste those seconds envisioning the way they can insult you best, hoping to be the cause of your downfall. The worst part is that they can be, and WILL be... but only if you let them. I absolutely refuse, because only I will be the cause of my downfall. I don't care what people have to say about me anymore, because either way, I'll do what I want. And I'll do what's best for me, and only me, in the end. Don't tell me what I'm feeling; I promise you that I can comprehend my heart. Don't tell me what I'm thinking; I promise you that I understand my rambling, chaotic thoughts that consume my mind. But most above all, don't tell me who I am or where I'm going, because I am the only person that truly knows this, and you're an absurd idiot if you think you know me better than I do.

I know I've made terrible mistakes and that I've hurt people in my past, and that I will continue to make these terrible mistakes and hurt more people in the future. But at least I'm somewhat intelligent to accept this, and not judge other people for it. We are all human, and no one is smarter than the other when it comes to life. Albert Einstein couldn't even tell you why we're here if he tried. But that's what makes this all so worth-while. I just wish people could open up their ignorant eyes to see the true beauty that's around them, and focus on bettering their own lives rather than wasting minutes in their only life by telling other people how to live theirs.

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