23 March 2010

Complication.

“Genius is the ability to reduce the complicated to the simple.”

This is such a complicated situation. So many hear-says, so many rumors, so many lies... yet only one selfish person to blame. It suddenly makes me realize how life really is, and how it's going to be. You think you're sailing smooth, and nothing could possibly destroy this satisfaction that you've been building up, but in a blink of an eye, it can all disappear. Something so great, slowly disintegrating... and only, ONLY, because of one selfish and ignorant person. And it saddens me. You never take the time to appreciate what you have until it parts from you. Then you're left with nothing but feelings of regret, and a frown upon your face. But I have no intention of sitting around and feeling sorry for myself, or for anyone else, because this change is not something that I can control, or that I can change back. I'm ready to be a leader, to continue with this great program that had been set up for the best. To keep it at the best. And all I would like from others is to build up the courage and to have the same mind thought as me, because no matter how much hatred could be spiraling at this one person right now... it won't change a thing. Let's just try to make this complicated situation simple, by sucking up our pride, trying our hardest, hoping for the best and expecting the worst.

And in reference to this selfish person... it makes me try to see from their viewpoint. But I simply can't. Do they look around them and see nobody but themselves? Do they not even put in thought about what they might have ruined for others, when they themselves won't be effected by it later? Do they not even comprehend how much hurt & betrayal others are feeling, rather than just thinking about their self-inflicted pain? I can't understand. And no matter how hard I try, I don't think I'll be able to have that capability. Because I am being risen to think about others before yourself, and to think before you do. And it upsets me that not everyone is being taught the same way.

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