05 December 2009

Cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.


I am feeling very nostalgic today.
Don't get me wrong, I'm so happy where I am today, and I'm so content with life right now.. But I can't help but miss old times. I miss my old friends, the way things used to be, and old love. It's true that I've finally realized everything happens for a reason, and to focus on the present rather than the future or past. But I will always have my past and memories; and I like to look back on them every once in a while. There were good times & even great times.. but along with those, there were times of desperation and regret. There are times I will never get to have again, or change. But those are days who made me who I am today, and I can't say that I'm a terrible person. Although I won't lie... sometimes I just miss the way everything used to be.

I guess all that I can do is keep looking forward. I'm completely satisfied with life, and I wouldn't have it any other way at the moment. This is perfection, and I couldn't ask for any more.

"It's never safe to be nostalgic about something until you're absolutely certain there's no chance of its coming back." ~Bill Vaughn

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