"The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of." ~Blaise Pascal.
Am I such a terrible person to feel this way? Am I selfish, or impatient? I never expected this to happen. How could I want so much all at once, but not think of others and how they would feel? How could my heart be so uncontrollable, yet so unkind? This isn't me... but maybe it is who I am becoming? I'm still so young, but I know what these mixed feelings are. And I don't know whether to feel insensitive or alive.
I am disappointed in myself. But at the same time, I know what's right... and I won't have the courage to do it.
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